J.Chin

2011-04-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

You, looking at a forever goodbye?
Never will turn back anymore?

The wants of wanting each other forever, no longer mean to you?
You bear to, you did that, you done that...

2011-04-21T18:31:00.002+08:00

I realized i do miss you, while working..
Been thinking and doing reflections recently.

I realized i actually insecure and left you out while working.
I didn't make more effort to meet you...

If i were to asked you back one day, and assuring you that i will spend more time w you,
will you even consider to come back?
You mentioned you need sometimes to get used to it, but will you be even returning?

I am so much affected.
My focus is down, ended have to pay company a lump sum due to my mistakes..
My body is down, doctor give me the last warning.
My mood is down, i just miss you and hoping to hear from you.

Nothing, work out; right.

2011-04-21T02:08:00.001+08:00

I really don't mean anything to you?

2011-04-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

Can you contact me?

2011-04-20T01:23:00.004+08:00

I don't think I was wrong, you really did mean for a forever goodbye this time.

Each and every single time I think of your last appearance, it ache me badly.

I guess, I'll never having it back anymore..
As much as how I would hope for your return, you never will..
Tell me, I'm wrong to say all these.

Leave that aside, I have so much to tell you what's gg on w me.
Went to see doctor earlier on, and all..

I do, miss you...

2011-04-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

如果你还爱我。

I wonder if you still miss me?
I wonder if you are having the urge to contact me like I do?
I wonder if you are having a good time out there...

I, Am so tired.

2011-04-19T08:09:00.001+08:00

First day.
And, I'm using tears to wash up.

2011-04-19T04:57:00.002+08:00

Part of me is telling me v clearly that you're not returning anymore..

I don't know what you meant by a short break,
I don't know what you need the time to make whatever adjustment of,
I don't know what will you be thinking,
I don't know what you feel after receiving the letter and ring,
I don't know what you feel when you found the shirt,
I don't know what you will be doing,
I don't know if you were still miss me,
I don't know if you were still give us a chance,
There's so much of things that I don't know, things I wished to know...

So terrible, its all fighting inside me.
You mentioned you love me, and I'm your true love..
Why shouldn't you hold me? Why do you have to let us go..

I feel so weak, within and out of me.
Terrible, ache.

2011-04-18T20:39:00.002+08:00

Goodbye kiss; taste of tears..

my, hardest love.

2011-04-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

Abstruse.

2011-04-18T00:34:00.001+08:00

Tears, will you just stop?
I'm so not prepared, it's never what I thought it will be.
I can't imagine how goodbye kiss would taste like..

Am I really not the one?

2011-04-05T17:39:00.004+08:00

Once again,
broke down when manager spoke to me and asking me to open up to my problems earlier on...

Feeling so tired inside of me..
I don't know what i want anymore..
I wanted to and wished to receiving your text, but at the same time; i'm afraid..

Was given quite a number of off day from work.
But, i given all to my other colleague, i dont need any.
I need to keep myself occupied..

I hope your'e doing well w/o me..
Are you?
(we said before, no speaking of anger words)..

Life, nothing.

2011-04-05T07:04:00.002+08:00

I think this is the only way we communicate..

I'll not hate you..
I'll not move on, but I know you want me to let you go.
You need a new love, a real love.
I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay by quietly; alone here.

I believed basic's dead, nothing is working.
I took a short nap for an hour yet your soul appeared.
Waking up realized I can't control my tears.
Its only a dream, nothing that I wish or dream will appear again..

Sorry for being a pest.

2011-04-05T03:53:00.003+08:00

Feeling really terrible.
I have to plan and make myself so busy and so tired,
In order to force myself to sleep.
But, sadly.
I still failed to turn in.

It hurts so much when,
I have to breakdown infront of friend when gg out.
I have to breakdown infront of colleagues and customers when working.
I can't seems to..

What am I suppose to do?
You're, such an impact in my life.
Yet, you have to..

What's your reasons?
You really, letting it go?
Like, for real to your singlehood and without going on anymore?

Did you even read back your own post?
Tell me, what's all the feelings?
It's really nothing at all to you?
Wanting and hoping you would pop in from my messages,
But it will never be, anymore..

I hope you're doing better w your health as well.
Go and consult a doctor, ask somebody to bring you along...
Take your medicine on time and have a meal before every single time.
As much as I wanted to be there,
But I know I can't anymore.

Still worried for you, even when I'm having a cold out here.
As much as I needed you to, never ever...

2011-04-04T03:08:00.003+08:00

3.4.11.

Looking back at your post, do you even wish to tell me those words and meaning and feelings are all not meant to be there?
What are the actions you have been showing all these while means?
What have you even been thinking all these while..
I didn't know, I'm standing so little for you to let go that easily..

It will be a long run from today onwards..
I guess, I'm really not the one for you.
I, Always be aside quietly.
Goodbye, my love..

The one, that I needed the most and I know I can't go on without..
'Without you, I can't'.

Let the tears flow, let the heart die..
Tell me, why did you..

2011-03-31T10:29:00.002+08:00

Hi! Baby's getting results today, i am not sure how things will go after and before checking.. But well, it's alright; love! Really don't want to meet me? Let me know if you want to alright? You're still sleeping like a log when i am already done w mac breakfast and drinking my favorite tea with my work. I miss, you.

2011-03-23T04:56:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I'm so dead, unable to get back to my sleep.
Waking up in the night spamming your phone.

Had a great outing w B on monday.
Thank you for your time and patient towards me and our rs.
I need you.
So much to say,
But so little space in heart.

You, Please don't disturb our rs.
Bye!

2011-03-15T08:25:00.000+08:00

B, you're my perfect love.
I love you.

2011-03-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

The urge...

2011-03-12T08:10:00.000+08:00

13monthsary, B!

2011-03-09T10:47:00.002+08:00

New work, new style, new envorinment.
I, have to get use to it soon; like real soon.

Congrates on B for completing your term 2, papers.
It's alright, try again for the next term!
Smart pig, you can do it.
&, don't know when you gonna get back to me.
I think, i am really moody because; i miss you.

You are a book i want to read,
every movement, every reaction i want to memorize.
Every new chapeter makes me smile.

iloveyou, B.

2011-02-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

It's alright to start, your longest marathon with a broken heart.
Continue running, as I'll always be with you..

2011-02-27T17:40:00.001+08:00

Actually, love.

To be honest with you, i don't have the words to make you feel better.
But i do have the arms to give you a hug,
ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about,
and i have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again.

2011-02-26T10:22:00.002+08:00

I realized i miss days going around with your camera and baby;
waiting for you to snap any single pictures that you love..

Every gift I buy,
every song I write,
every kiss we share,
its all part of my plan.
I plan to make you see how amazing you really are.

2011-02-25T11:24:00.001+08:00

I think, i want to marry you.

Will you say yes?

2011-02-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

Monsters exist.
They live inside ordinary people. And sometimes, they win.

2011-02-24T13:43:00.001+08:00

Eeew?
I realized, I miss you already.

2011-02-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

Loving someone takes courage;
fearing it could end at any moment and yet having faith it will last forever.

Just, what am i?

Sometimes, i need you to secure me;

After all the up & downs..

2011-02-23T03:43:00.000+08:00

Fear is taking over control,
This shouldn't be the way.
Am; lost.

2011-02-22T21:28:00.001+08:00

The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow.
Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

2011-02-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

When you say too much about anything important,
it always ends up sounding more trivial than it is.
Words trash it.

2011-02-21T13:38:00.001+08:00

2011-02-21T12:19:00.002+08:00

Its sweet when someone knows every single details about you.
Not because you constantly remind them,
but because they pay attention.

After some time, i thought you would know why i could read your mind at times.
But, you're too silly to understand this i guess? :P
&
i'm missing you now while you're somewhere out there in lesson.

i miss you, baby.

2011-02-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

Let's welcome the new babies,
Ahpo, Ahhai!

I didn't know I love you, this much.
When days that we spend together, happening together..
Just as wonderful knowing that you're with me.
I wished we have babies that will look like, you.
Thank you for being there, my only love.

2011-02-20T01:10:00.001+08:00

The anger in you; makes me feel like dying.

2011-02-19T10:42:00.003+08:00

Poor thing, why you so poor thing.

Coffee, Green tea, water cooler.
Rice, egg, fish, vege, tofu, towgay, hotdog bread, sour plum, prawn noodle.

Get well soon; you.

2011-02-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

Provoke; limit.

2011-02-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

368days.
I want to live inside your delicate bones, melt into you like a second skin, i want to love you so terribly. -ily.

& happy total defence day.

2011-02-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

i don't feel good at all.
&
only you know, why.

2011-01-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

Ended my last day of work with ST Kinetics, yesterday.
Colleague was all superb! They held a party with pizza delivery and all.
In additional with chocolates with a very new and very chio adidas watch!
They have also held a farewell badminton game just for me today at Safra.
Goodgame, and i wish all of the staff in DTC; Happy new year!

Met up with my beloved and family for dinner tonight.
Thank you for being there when i needed you.

Your'e the sparkles in my snowflake.

2011-01-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.

Why does this look so heartaching at this moment..
Goodnight.

2010-11-21T20:01:00.003+08:00

And when we end our conversations, are you left with words unspoken too?

2010-11-06T16:17:00.001+08:00

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

2010-10-10T08:44:00.003+08:00

Just when things are suppose to turn out well..

I love you so much, so much till i am able to give up everything and i am.

But why..?
Why can't you wait and believe to see my changes?
Why do you have to make the decision when things aren't even the way it is?

Am i wrong, for loving you so hard?
I am, completely lost.

2010-10-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

Haven't been feeling well for the past few days.
Been puking since 28th till now.
Haven't been eating for 2days, it's all left with acid and i think it's already drying up too.
Just, totally no appetite.
Left so, dead.
I think i will ended up in hospital soon.

Walked pass the places we had before,
tears me apart just now.
In bus, that girl beside was begging her whoever on the phone for another chance.
I hear her cry so badly beside me, i can feel myself torn apart with her.
My friends, so many out there.
Having the same problem here with me.
All we could do, is for a chance.
Everybody done wrong. They can have it, i know i can't compare.
Because, it's you.
I can't blame you too, it's all me.
But i've explained and showed what i can, how true i could and am be.
Time.. Just time, i would wished for.

If i could ask you, please provide me with the password.
That's all i could ask for.

2010-09-28T08:05:00.002+08:00

People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.

I am truly sorry.
Over the night, i've lost you.
Over the night, i've lost myself.
Over the night, doctor told me that i've been crying too hard that i've injured my internal "wei".
It's been left with acid puking away.
W/o your love, i am nothing.
You don't have to feel any bit of saddness, it's me who caused it out.
I don't have any rights to ask you to stay, even when i wanted it so badly.

I don't know what i can do, would you please tell me.
I don't want to walk forward without, you.

2010-09-21T12:34:00.003+08:00

Hi!

Met up with baby yesterday.
Why we keep eating? Cannot already know! Yesterday last day, mustmustmust!
We watched "Devil", so nice know! I like that kind of show.
But baby scared know, sorry! I don't meant it, i know you love me. You gave in to me just to watch it.
(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y/5.
What i trying to meant was 3half/5stars.
I was asked twice for my IC and age :'(! (i know baby wants me to post this)!

Yesterday was the 1st time that we feel broke know, left with 0 in wallet.
After that, went to draw back, hurr.
Don't like the feel of being empty in wallet.

Baby and i plans to set some rules to ourselves! I think i am the one who will be following? Hur!
Eg. One fastfood, each week; One steamboat/buffet, 6months each; One meal, while dating.
Must state down something like that, and dietdiet and workout.
Must crack out something and list out any possible that we need to!

Yea. Basic have been good.
We miss you, already.

Thank you, for the sandwhich yesterday.
I was nice to see you after a war within myself.
You know, i always love you.
& Always will.

& Please send me and basic, wasmest regards to mummy :)!

2010-09-19T23:51:00.001+08:00

We all live with the objective of being happy;
our lives are all different and yet the same.

2010-09-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Have been going out with BOSS recently till quite late.
We had been eating and eating and eating buffet steamboat buffet steamboat for weeks/days.
Was already set that we will only have it like.. Once in 6months?
Lols, but it was a good experience and my pleasure to have every meal with you.

Basic is kinda, staring right at me now while i am using the computer?
I guess, she's trying to complaint why i didn't bring her out today :'(!

2010-09-16T11:34:00.004+08:00

Good Morning.
Yesterday was great, after all the ups and downs.

I MISS YOU, already.

2010-09-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

宝贝

2010-09-14T08:56:00.002+08:00

I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you,
or has loved you,
or will love you,
and also,
I love you in a way that no one loves you,
or has loved you,
or will love you,
and also,
I love you in a way that I love no one else,
and never have loved anyone else,
and never will love anyone else.

When you say “I love you”,
you are making a promise with someone else’s heart.
Try to honour it.

Sorry, i love you.

2010-09-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hi!

See, i so guai! Post for your sake!
Use all the ways to get into the blogger for you.
Only you.

Baby's gonna go for a 2days battle starting tomorrow!
All the best to you, dearest. I'll stand by you side by side whatever the outcome is.
I know you can do it, perfectly with flying colours!

Today, 12th.
We've been together for 7months, fast uh?
Longest already? Hahaha. We're fated, always will last long.
Jy for your hardest battle alright! I'll bring you go tour around after your war.
This i promise; you.

"The secret to success is to start from scratch and keep on scratching".

2010-09-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

There always comes a point in time when we’re so tired and so full of self-doubts,
that we’re no longer sure why we’re fighting for whatever it is we’re fighting for.

2010-09-05T16:44:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I think the human heart is just a simple shelf.
There’s only so much you can pile onto it before something falls off an edge and you are left to pick up the pieces.

And so I’ve been wondering; who’s your heart beating for?

2010-09-03T18:40:00.003+08:00

I guess my only regret is that i couldn’t give you enough reasons to stay.
This is freaking true, in the past; my love.

Everyone deserves to be the most important person in somebody’s life.
And i think, this is what we are now; my love.

Am, i right; my love?

Cab down to office today,
that taxi uncle was damn rude.
I am still pissed with him.

2010-09-02T10:49:00.003+08:00

Life is easy with you here, and when you leave,
it will be hard again.
So, don't ever leave.

You took control of me,
& i am lost in your love.
I can see myself, in your eyes & here i am with your love; stronger now.

Thanks, love.
Get well soon.

2010-08-14T12:49:00.002+08:00

I think, it's time for me to take a break off from this.
I know, the problem stays there; as always.

It's not right.
Even how hard i tried, i failed.

2010-08-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

What a mood, to mark; the day.

2010-08-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.

2010-08-06T14:08:00.001+08:00

This is superb funny:

http://www.loudisloved.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, August 3, 2010
I got attacked by a damn freaking crow which thought my v colorful clip is food or something and swooped down on my head and luckily it didn't poo or I would scream at it until it dropped dead in front of my feet!

Hannah Blair loves you(:

Posted by HANNAH at 11:23 PM 0 comments

2010-08-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

You know very clearly that, i love you.
I've disappointed you, that much.

I'm sorry; my love.

2010-07-31T09:49:00.002+08:00

I am here for a special reason,
I am here for a special someone.

Once again, i'm heading to KL and be back on Sunday midnight.
Yesterday was a great out with Baby and well, carrying work stuffs here and there.
Please consult a doctor is you feels really bad.

Takecare, love.
I'm off.

2010-07-21T09:23:00.002+08:00

I AM GONNA DIE FROM COUGHING.

&
i am superb inlove with baby.
thank you so much for everything.

2010-07-17T10:16:00.003+08:00

Today your intensity is taking another turn when it comes to love, Scorpio. Once again you are experiencing a battle between head and heart, and you are not quite sure which path to follow. From a reality standpoint, all you need is a little clarification on some bigger issues, and you will be able to take the direction well, and let love lead the way from there. In terms of what your heart is telling you, you have a long history of following your heart and its guidance, so why are you questioning this today? If it feels right, do it, regardless of what the consequences may be. Today is the kind of day where your heart will take charge, and take care of you very well.

Is that, what me & baby are feeling in the early morning today?
Well, but i know it will not affect us, because; i love you.

I'll be leaving singapore to kl later at 7pm from beach road, will be returning after GES on sunday. Will be starting the 2 day proj on monday and tue.

I was a great working experience with the german's through the proj wheel. It was a touching and very warming closure of the project last night.

We'll be fine, (L)!

2010-07-06T16:34:00.001+08:00

Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you’re lucky, and if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

2010-07-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Sorry eh, i think i've lost count on the day to blog.
Been busy with my days :)!

Went cck on wed for badminton with gf, tf, zy.
Stayed over at gf place & off to Sentosa on thur.
Superb nice outing & had steamboat with team at vivo.
My body super ache, injured dao my leg due to the v hard volleyball of hannah's!

Baby's coming over my place to take her shirt & mummy is gonna love her, again (Y)!
I will be heading to KL tomorrow noon and back on sunday night after my class.
Will be starting 2weeks work at Aml's place.

Good day, people!

2010-06-19T11:42:00.004+08:00

Hello!
Woah, yesterday hang over till around 4am and basic punched me to bed.
Yesterday was a great night and had a very long conversation with baby.
(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)!
Promised baby that i'll update one post before i am leaving & back on monday?
Basic will be going KL with me this time round,
2days KL tour for her, wonder if she'll miss home anot?
What do you think? Lol.

Baby's such a pig, still sleeping/just woke.
Do take good care of yourself alright.
I love, you!

I'll be back!

2010-06-18T11:33:00.003+08:00

Heyy!
I have been busy travelling from singapore to kl and kl to singapore recently.
It's a great trip with superb functions and events.

Well, baby's spend her night over at my place last night.
Went aunt house & we got to know that vk is proposing to jiahui (Y)!
It was great & they are starting their happy future.

Woke up, turning myself on bed.
Went to the blog and read it again & again since yesterday.
I was hurt, as hurt as you.

Knowing that how we went through that period.
It was hard, for you & for me,
i am glad that you let me know,
show me how you went through,
make me feel it.
I'm the guilty one..
It will always be me.
I am alright, we will be alright.
We will be stronger, isin't it?
If i could turn back the time, i wouldn't want to; anymore.
I would want to move forward and go through; way down the road and never look back..
There's so much so much so many things that i never tell you before.
The period that i went through... Nobody knows, i guess?

Thank you, for all that you've done.
I told you thank you yesterday, it's to thanks you for all that you have done to let me know.
But somehow i couldn't bring myself to speak out the reasons.
I'll be with you, never alone (L).

Stay, with me.
I am always happy with you standing by me.

2010-06-10T20:26:00.003+08:00

Today is my suayest/moodest day of the year, i/you bet.
Things haven't been working out really good since morning,
(the time i could even open my eyes and say morning to the sun).
Sister could just, deleted the game that i spent a week playing it,
which have gain and gonna soon complete it,
&, well deleted just by her by a click?

I just need to vent it out.
Bye.
F, it.

& i know, my attitude do sucks today.
I would want to appolgise.

2010-06-06T10:33:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was great!
A night spend at Airport with the lovely.
Everything was just too, wonderful (Y)!
*Junhui(Junk) was not working when i want to find her :@!

Will be heading to attend Jkf; Gsr!

Good day, people :D!

2010-06-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

Fooookit?
Damn the fooook crampzxz!
Totally, spoilt my plan.

&,
pray hard, let me have that job.

2010-06-03T08:33:00.003+08:00

Met up with Mas & sister to tag along to collect cert previously.
It was nice after, been so long ever since we last met!
Jean yeo was nice, as usual (Y)!
Summit sister to baby and yijun while i had a great stroll with mas.
Will be meeting up a group of the fun people today at 3pm?

Blah, somehow i dont know what i am typing.
Lols, good day & i shall head to bathe soon.

Thank you, for standing by.

2010-06-02T08:02:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting for a super long time.
Life have been busy all day in & all day out.

There's too much to say,
but i have too little time to complete.
I don't want to tell you how i feel, blog.

Still, life's great.

2010-05-20T09:24:00.005+08:00

Hiiiii!
I AM LEADING A VERY GOOD LIFE.
Family, Friends, Partner are the love of my life.
I am gaining as much as i could in the biz learn a lot from lots of people and all.
Reached Singapore quite late yesterday.
Will be attending JKF later on at night.

Good Job; Gary!
Happy for your mum & her friends
& of cos to yourself!
Do arrange a time and we will settle/attend it for you.

Dare to dream big & fear not, nobody is allow to steal away it; it yourself - towards the success.

2010-05-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

2010-05-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

No, I am not okay.
I am exhausted. Life is exhausting.
Loving people is exhausting.
And thinking you’ve lost someone you love?
Well, that’s the most exhausting thing of all.

2010-05-03T18:41:00.003+08:00

I realized baby posted my 120th post on my blog?
Lols, you all can imagine how lazy i am?
That's why she's the one posting it.

I've won a pair of air ticket on 8th May 2010.
Will be flying at 1555hours?
Goodday & thank you very much for the arrangements and all.

I realized life is short, human's are small in this world.
I'll treasure my life from now on.
A very important change. So here, i am; world.

OHYA, (JUSTPOSTINGOUTTOREMINDMYSELFTHEREWASSUCHTHINGSHAPPENEDBEFORE).
I DON'T WANNA MISS OUT TELLING AND HAVE TO CONTINUE REMIND MYSELF, THAT I'VE ENJOYED MY LABOUR DAY IN THE YEAR OF 2010. WE HAD A GREAT WEEKEND WITH OUR FAMILY EVENT THAT WAS WELL PLANNED BY ME. THANK YOU, ALL.

2010-05-02T18:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO

I AM NOT J CHIN

I AM HER LOVER

SHE SAYS SHE IS VERY SUPER DUPER LAZY TO BLOG

SO HERE I AM, :D

My Baby is a super superrrrrr lazyyyyy pig huh?!

*nods nods*

I forgot what she have done for the past few days so i'm not telling you earthlings ><

Tomorrow is most prob i think so might be my POA surprise test.

soooooo, good luck to me! :(

OKAY, I LOVE YOU BABY! ♥

Okay, that's all byeeee peepoles~~~

2010-04-29T09:13:00.002+08:00

Stay over previously with bee.
Then come's the interviewer appointments, (Y)!
Then met gary to his working place with breakfast/lunch, full until cannot,
& it's super nice and cheap (w/o the service charge and all).
Then the interview at ini't sports academy.
Then met up with nurul and shaq in libarary and dinner.
Then back home, sometimes i really love it (just glue myself on bed and family).

Life has been good. But there's always up & the downs.
Determinations is all that i need.

Baby's have been stress over some stuffs, just tell me if you need of any help alright?
You know that, i'll do what i could..

Every day do something that will inch you closer to a better tomorrow.

2010-04-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Imagine everyday to be the last of a life surrounded with hopes, cares, anger and fear.
The hours that come unexpectedly will be much more greteful.

To a person in love, the value of the individual is intuitively known.
Love needs no logic for its mission.

2010-04-24T10:09:00.002+08:00

Heyyy!
Yesterday and the day was great, totally!
I think my life is getting better and thanks to it, (Y)!

Went bee's house on wed & watch some i don't know what show.
Not nice one, no kick si le. The ending like, abit unexpected one?
Oh ya! We collected our ring, and it was a rainy day &...
Ahem, nothing much on that day one la, (iknowjiuhaoalready).

Went Suntec to see Steven and Apple going on stage to collect their SP Pin, (Y)!
Attended the diamond's reconig.
Omg, i eventually shak-ed hand with Dr Wong & wife.
& some very friendly diamonds. Totally worth it in this business.
Met alot of new people and such. I want success in me, it's a long run..

Oh! So today, i am heading to Gary's chalet.
Don't think i am staying overnight, dad will fetch me; i guess; i hope; i wish; i dreammmm..
& meeting baby's up 1st, are we?

&
I so auto-ma-ticccc-si update my blog, v guai.
Super guai, (L)!

2010-04-21T09:17:00.003+08:00

HI, it's been a very very very very very longggg since i last update?!
Bee can continue to nag me for such a dead blog one two three! :(!

I forgot what had happened and all,
so i shall let this be a very random one.
Went escape theme park with my 2beloved sisters.
Had some lousy rides and off we go?

Met up with Nurul for breakfast and a small chitchat session,
very happy to see you getting stronger; my dearest friend.
Stand strong & i'll be with you no matter what and when you need.

Met up with Gary the day after if i dont remember wrongly?
New IBO! Congrate himself and myself to this new environment, lol!
See you maybe on your chalet? (Iknowyou'rereadingmyblog).

Met up with my precious girlf yesterday to get our ring & all.
Ahem, her finger size can be bigger one! (but that was because she's wearing on the right)!
Meeting baby tomorrow to collect it, (Y)!
Looking forward to seeing you another day, Lols.
I'll takecare, don't worry alright?
Have fun in school and all. Remember to eat your meals, :@!

Will be going back M'sia for talk around afternoon and be back at night.
I shall stop here,
& very lazy to update pictures here. FBFBFBFBFB?

2010-04-13T18:02:00.007+08:00

OMG,

OPEN YOUR EYES AS BIG AS POSSIBLE.

I WAS SUPER SHOCK-ED/STILL SHOCKING SEEING

THIS PICTURE FROM BABY.

LOLLLLLLL, (REALLY YOURS)?

& Hello yesterday, 12th.

& Hello Yuki's,

& Hello Esplanade,

& Hello Marina Bay sands,

& Hello Mealion,

& Hello Macdonals,

& Hello; my love & so on so on..

Bye, i'm still flying high on drugs.

2010-04-09T22:06:00.004+08:00

AHYA, TOOOOO MANY TO LOAD.
PLEASE, JUST LINK TO BABY'S BLOG FOR MORE PICTURES.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH. LOLLLL!
& i think i've arrange wrongly, the pictures start from the bottom.

2010-04-09T21:43:00.010+08:00

Seoul Garden, FULL/HUNGRY DIE YOU (Y)!!
I shall let the pictures doing the talkings.

Went Seoul Garden with baby's after a night over her house?
Was suppose to accompany baby's to mac breakfast, but?
Somehow i think i woke up later than her today? Lols.
Oh ya, halfway on our meal.
There's this group of students beside us,
hennnnn bu xiaoooo xin pour the coke or something on my love?
Lols, but too bad? Good enough that it didn't spoilt our mood, (L)!

Met up with Gary yesterday to lunch,
pico creative centre,
movie and dinner.
Not a bad one, thanks.
I know you're looking at my blog.

TO ALL,
I AM LOOKING FOR A FULL TIME JOB AND GONNA START MY PLANS ON MY FUTURE.
DO YOU HAVE ANY RECOMMENDATIONS ON THAT?
PLEASE CONTACT ME BY SMS SOOOOOOOON.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

& i'm going KL and Genting at around 5am in the morning later on,
will be back on sunday midnight, if nothing goes wrong?

Okay, i totally forogtten on the Zoological pictures.
Blogger is a noob one, i shall upload on the next post?
Wait ah wait, very fast one.

Blame baby's on her camera, the pictures big like.....
& see you on monday & my wallet!

2010-04-06T19:36:00.008+08:00

Hello, i've been mia for quite long? Lols.
Due to, busy-ness and some other stuffs?
Been travelling here and there for weeks
& meeting up with; my love (L)!

I've forgotten all the happenings throughout the weeks before.
I went zoo yesterday!
& there's like v huge polar bear & white tigers, (L)(L)(L)!
So chio and so much huge-ness than your snakes, cheyyy!
Oh ya, it was a rainy day? Wet like nobody business too.
& i had my dinner that was done by baby (Y)!
Very nice okay, noodle only right? But still nice.
Yet she can claim how badly it was all the time.
Comecome, i show you the picture of it. Hungry si you.
& the zoo pictures...
It's not with me, :(!
Hurrrrr, better transfer me; soon?
Ahya, too much to say here already.
I know and happy myself jiu hao, very stingy; dont like sharing.

(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)!

Met up with precious and susan today for lunch at mac.
Had some chats here and there, hopefully...?
I need some good news from them; for a better future?
& something positive; like please?
Cabb-ed down with mum to ICA for some applications thingy & all.

I've too much plans tomorrow?
& i don't know how to handle it?
I've been out almost everyday, haven't been spending quality time with family?
But, well. It's life.
I shall stay positive.
& KNOW WHAT?!
I'VE ACTUALLY TOLD MUM ABOUT ONE OF MY MISSION IN MY LIFE, TODAY;
THAT INCLUDES HER.
OMG, VERY... WEIRD FEELINGS?

I think i need, some brainwash session?
I'm flooded with you and...
This is so dead & healthy, totally..
Baby, i miss you.

2010-04-01T10:43:00.003+08:00

Hi, i've got very terrible results that i don't even feel like mention it here?
Will be getting the poly posting later on, confirm flunk like nobody business.
&
Happy April Fool.

Yesterday threw all my unhappiness at..
Science Centre with Gary?
Quite a fun one? It's been long since i really like walk and explore all the things there.
We watched the dont know what that's movie thingy called.
Omi dont know what, not a bad venue to run event?
Uh?
Headed down to baby's house after that.
She's sick, food poisoning? Maybe, abit?
Somehow i think, we're taking turns. Lols.
Sorry for making you cry, again?
I don't meant to "being so fierce".
Maybe, too moody yesterday. Sorry, really.

Okay, 2pm...

2010-03-30T11:17:00.002+08:00

I've/I'll, Promise to love you;
as long as i could.

2010-03-29T16:35:00.004+08:00

DEAR,

I MISS YOU,

I MISS YOU,

I MISS YOU,

I MISS YOU,

I MISS YOU; VERY BADLY..

You're so attractive, to me (L)!

2010-03-28T10:20:00.002+08:00

Mid-ways of recovering, (Y)!

Been working, resting, sleeping, reading for the previous 5days straight
&
porridge as seens becoming my best buddy for the past 5days too.

Eventually, baby woke up quite early & go all the way to dover accompany me?
6hours working hours okay!
& went over to her house after that, earth hour?
Waitwait, before i forgot.
It's the 1st time i see her teared on me and because of me directly.
Such a silly one, but i still love you (L)!
Should not type too much here, it's kinda personal; somehow? :)

Head still spining like shit, f!
Goodday, people!

2010-03-24T09:48:00.002+08:00

FOOD POISONING FROM CHALET.

Ew. Bacteria please go away..
Painnnnnnn here painnnnnn there, (N)!

Doctor was damn angry with me :'(!
&
I realized mum was caring towards their child when they are sick.
Thank you, for your care and such.
Although i didn't have the courage to tell you straight.
I love you, mummy, (L)!
&
Of cos to others who actually care.

Baby, thank you.
There's too much to say here but i really appricated it.

2010-03-22T08:30:00.018+08:00

I'm how many full of; your love?

Met up with baby yesterday.
Omg, she woke up that early & we actually had mac for breakfast? LOLLL.
& you better stop eating that much fastfood or i tell your mother :@!
Went over to her house after buying the door knob or something?
(that was because she was locked inside with her brother for 3hours plus or something before that night, LOLLLLL, somehow i think there's so many random and "unique" things happening in her life), (Y)(Y)(Y)!
Come to my suprise, she actually know how to fix it in?
Totally, very, super, duper proud of; you.
& we watched some very no kick horror show?
I mean, we actually watched 2 of the flims?
& went over to Northpoint for dinner.
& so on..
& so on...

Will be attending IET Chalet later on, 2days & 1night.
Might be staying over, if everything is under control.
Contact me via handphone?

You're perfect; To Me.
Baby, your absence has gone through me,
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
Thank you for your words & feelings,
I am really appricated & touched by it.
You're very important to me and i am really v greatful to have you standing by.

2010-03-20T10:45:00.007+08:00

35 / 36?
SUPPOSE TO BE 36, BUT BANDUNG ONLY GIVEN ME 35!

We know each other more than 36,
We have been together for more than 36,
&
We will last for 36 and more.

Bandung must be still crawling and sleep like a dead log now?
With such a nice weather out there.
Confirm chopchop, dont need guess one (Y)!
& the way she reply de message when she's asleep was like.... LOLLLLL!

"Aiyo. Sleep okay? Just now got just got the shock of my life OMG tml genie me to tell you okay? ><"!
*Anybody understand the above message?
Cute to the max already, no wonder she's my gf. (Y)(Y)(Y)!

&
I dont think i have to report to work today as they are yet to give me the beloved schedule?
&
Gary was saying i wake very early everyday?
&
Gab can continue to jio and wait one?
&
Yesterday quarrelled with dad and mum?
&
Basic is sleeping on my beloved bed with precious?
&
I've to attend a meeting tonight?
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAR & HANNAH!
&
I love you, Bandung.

2010-03-19T20:25:00.011+08:00

Bandung, was at my house just now?
Watched UP & Wii?
& she's off to pool with the usual group of people that she hangs out with.
Not a bad day, sorry for my mood that spoil the ending.

Going for family dinner in a while time.
Not in a very good mood.
&
I WANT TO GO SEOUL GARDEN!

2010-03-19T15:06:00.009+08:00

WHAT IS LIFE, ACTUALLY?

WHAT ABOUT, FOREVER?

2010-03-19T10:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday:
Bedok - Yishun - Woodlands - Bedok.
I think going and coming back from yishun to bedok
& bedok to yishun is becoming my daily routine?
Just like how i travel to school daily.
But the reason of travelling is kinda different now, (Y)(Y)(Y)!

Most prob meeting up baby & ahhong later.
Garh, tomorrow starting work? If i am not wrong, that's sucks?

My dearest, friend;
Sometimes you have to remind yourself that you deserve better. You deserve someone who treats you right and makes you happy. Forgot that asshole who made your life a mess and move on.

2010-03-18T10:37:00.002+08:00

Yucks, went back to A-I for briefing yesterday.
So many weird looking/behaved people only,
went baby's house and realized i got a message from Amily.
Really goodgame, :'(! I also don't know what/how to reply her already.

& Gf's dad cooking (Y)!
Nice to the max i tell you.
I think their house egg; free one? LOLLL.
Thanks for the "zhao-hu". Help me tell your dad, hor!

Where are we suppose to go later,
& i took up the courage to say it "all" out, quite shuang. (Y)!
& i meant it, (L)!

2010-03-17T08:47:00.002+08:00

Ahhahh? This is the 100th post of my blog?
So lousy, so little; i shall post everyday with my wonderful life.

Opps, baby's mum was sick; very sick i think.
Must be she pass it on to her. Not gooooood, not goooood.
Get well soon, aunty! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y), Guai si le, (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)!
Yesterday, manage to get on the trip to crocodile farm!
I tell you, they are sooooooo prettyyyyyy; as hot as my gf. (Y)!
Kinda lazy to upload here, try link to basic's one/ i shall upload it at a later time.
&, there's this 2 stupid crocodile. Jump up just to see how hot i am, hai wo bei xia dao can?!
& basic.. fall asleep looking at us eating; therefor she have to bathe & hang dry. LOL.

Where else is there to tour in singapore? People, suggestions?
Thankyouverymuch.

Somehow, i like the way you feel un-control-able. LOLLL.
You makes my world go round; just like how a kid love icecream.
*& We finally/manage to print out the pictures, (Y)!

Sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh!
Crap, have to go briefing later. Kinda lazy though.
& Badminton chalet was not manage-able to arrange.

I meant what i said yesterday, every single little thing;
I love you, (L)!

2010-03-16T10:19:00.003+08:00

DYING HARD TO SEE;
MY BELOVED GF.

Byeeeee, i want to meet her. Nownownownownownownownownownownownownow!