Feeling really terrible.
I have to plan and make myself so busy and so tired,
In order to force myself to sleep.
But, sadly.
I still failed to turn in.
It hurts so much when,
I have to breakdown infront of friend when gg out.
I have to breakdown infront of colleagues and customers when working.
I can't seems to..
What am I suppose to do?
You're, such an impact in my life.
Yet, you have to..
What's your reasons?
You really, letting it go?
Like, for real to your singlehood and without going on anymore?
Did you even read back your own post?
Tell me, what's all the feelings?
It's really nothing at all to you?
Wanting and hoping you would pop in from my messages,
But it will never be, anymore..
I hope you're doing better w your health as well.
Go and consult a doctor, ask somebody to bring you along...
Take your medicine on time and have a meal before every single time.
As much as I wanted to be there,
But I know I can't anymore.
Still worried for you, even when I'm having a cold out here.
As much as I needed you to, never ever...
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